tian sha gu xing

one week of ntu has taken its effect on me sia...
quite busy sia...lessons...gathering of the sports camp...
yes tiek i became more uptight.. it keeps me on the move then think of the impossible

was jus talkin to my frd jus now
she pointed something very interestin
there is no real love between strangers
only between parents and children
and she threw my belief out the window easily
she said when 2 pple became very gd frds its better to remain as frds (i actually think so too...friends are forever.. i rather dat then losin a friend thru a relationship..u wun know how much i embrace dat belief though i nvr admit b4...)
ha when i said i believe in knowin a person better than carry on frm there...
god she saw the light after she ended her relationship! i still wallowing in darkness for nothing...

wat am i doin sia... shld do like the rest of guys are doing..
jus tackle first then see how haiz... but i cant do it

something is wrong here... i always became a very gd close frd in the end...
sounds despo but i dun feel so lah
its hard for me to open up to pple i know for a short time
pretty pointless for me to tell my feelings to a stranger
things i make noise abt most of the time are actually the least of my problems

hardest nut turns out to be myself
study study..play play (dats my life fullstop)
where is the love the love the love...